Friday, December 31, 2010

New Year 2011 eve

it's de last day of year 2010: 31st Dec, 2010; time of reflecting my whole year of 2010.

it's such amazing, many successful, sense of bitten, being down, broken heart, failing from many events, sense of being deadly busy...... i start to feel i have encountered many development as challenges... mostly comes from AIESEC....

new year resolution:
1. plan to succeed exchange, scholarship abroad early 6 months, & MA another late 6 months
2. start to plan own business after graduation
3. develop family business to great result
4. find a gf lol
5. go aborad: malaysia, china... for experience and knowledge
6. self-development more....
...............
add more later lol
Year 2011 will be the best !!!!

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

a sleepless night for MC candidate

4.57am it's de time of aching my shoulder and neck. i'm suffering of no sleep since 1.30am after waking up to finish MCVP ER application. it's truly tough form to complete.

anyhow, I have had a fruitful result for finishing news wriitng as their assignment and complete 85% of functional questions. I'm sure just few more hours with recommendation, i can send it off!!!!

Thus, it's a pressure phew out!!!!

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

unlucky month

from the start of this month, i have encountered too many bad things.

Life's full of stress and being down comes after.....  many things to say here but too liitle time to express & to note down...

the solution is only giving up some opportunity as burden of suffering life. Just life simply and simply.... BE a happy SMEY :)

Monday, November 29, 2010

mission 101 !!!

it's the mission for Leaders in AieSEC Cambodia held at UP from 27-29 Nov, 2010 with delegation fee only $25.

on de 1st day, it was Friday so i didn't skip my class therefore, i missed the conference.somehow, at the beginning, i felt this mission was just taken-for-granted for me. i didn't expect to learn much from it. It was just a responsibilty for me only. and it was true for the second & third days as well.

just only the last day afternoon session, i felt it changed me a lot.
ONce, I learnt many things from Patrick, our chair in conference about X- his sharing experience of growth of AIESEC in different countries & his trust on AIESEC Cambodia.

I highly appreciate Ula for her very inspiring session. She shared about "what AIESEC for?" focusing on agent of positive impact to society rather than money minded- the difference of NOn-profit & not for profit.
carrot, coffee & egg boiling in water. & drawing pic of 50 people by letting ppl put their names on it. & later ask them to write their only 3 things they can contribute to AIESEC. lastly, i could see large pile of sticking paper on her drawing paper. "small things together can make big CHANGE!!"

announcment of MC applciaotn did enlight my passion again to think of devoting my one year in AIESEC again. MCP is another tough position for my life next year.
AGAIN, i will prove through result & trust i earn from all AIESECers of Cambodia.

I will make a surprising result of big things. SMey go for it!! that's why god creates you special :*

Thursday, November 25, 2010

sense of REAL war has just started!!

The heck topic of de time. is here.
24/11/10 shall be de last day of my teaching career, and i shall focus focus focus on things so called "real war".
my life has started duper super Busy.
-this week n whole next week: i skip class at IFL to join AIESEC 101 conference & ICAPP "meeeting of all polical leaders in Asia & Osiania" as name of LO.
-i still prepare for Teaching demonstration & AL progress test 1. FE journals are keeping waiting me- "boss when u finish us all??? " hahhaha.

-the first week of Dec Before 6-9/12 finish TM major assingment- 15 total score dude lol.
-bid for selling in Fund-raising at IFL on 25/12/10 is coming to deadline.. I want to try a small business HERE so do it Quick XD
-what else??? hahaha sense of being bzzz bzzz ohh ohhh else haven't finish: AIESEC NC, recruitment, team supporting, .... Business plan SME for $3000, my current own business mind on ma palm.... hahha pray pray for me....
IT'S TIME!!!! Yo!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

22/11 foundation group

Koh pich Stampede on 22/11/10 the 3rd day of Water Festival. Rumor of broken bridge at Koh pich turned 375 death and more than 700 ppl get injured. what song shall be the best matched?? sad one for sure.


Eric Clapton - Tears in Heaven

http://beemp3.com/download.php?file=1245549&song=Tears+in+Heaven

as Khmer youth, we can make change for this tragedy. 22/11 foundation is created today with people who want to make something for their society.

AFternoon, i even broke promise of visiting my friend's house for 22/11 foundation by staying and disscussing with 22/11 foundation group at TnC at ACE.

Mmmm, i spent 2hours from 8pm-10pm online for nothing. i get dizzy and boiling brain for telling ppl online to help fund-raising. yet, i get only ONE rejection and i cancelled everything and sorry everyone who is willing to help me. damn sad....
i even know some ppl who say "they're really sorry for this happen verbally and writtenly. most are true people while some are just EVILS. they tend to ignore. good pretenders!!!
tell u what? i never say "it's my condolence." you know why? i am not maybe. if you say SO, do it!!! prove it!!!! don't be fake. fake!!!

i won't give up. i'll prove you THIS. don't be too selfish. when u need help, don't scream while you never get help from other people.
LET'S MAKE 22/11 HAPPEN.
it's not too late.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

evening day is approaching to END

3.22am is now in Phnom Penh. but don't think i lay awake until this time. i just woke up at 2.30am te.

today oop should say yesterday evening i had my class played only ( i didn't want to do so actually since it is against a good purpose of their parents' investment. but i did becaesu i don't feel well lately- too tired physically. if i can, i'll quit now. yet, until this last session, i feel i love them being accompanied with me. they're playful and want to play with me a lot. hahaha. if we have met in frienship means, u would have known REAL me.

if i can choose, i love to play XD. teasing, talking, dancing, singing hahah...
time for me with u all is not long actually. after this week, v will have holidays until WEDNESDAY next week, so next week i can work only last day or thursday (maybe not)....
so............... (wat to do???)

Sunday, November 14, 2010

A very good luck in bad fortune


Today I was very busy for nothing at all.
Last night, I went out with ma sis’s friends so I left ma moto at one of my house near independent. So my first bad time came when i had no vehicle to travel in this morning. 
   The 2nd bad luck came when ma family needed me in our  business, so I missed LCM. 
   The 3rd bad luck  was I couldn’t finish reviewing my FE when a ring for OCM came for a very importance. 
    It seemed to be good time in evening for hanging out with some AIESECers, but it shocked me. A big rain came while we were eating at Lucky. My phone battery went dead on that time (oh…. What if any important call??). leaving there and going with Reach’s car, I travelled with my bro’s moto now. Mmm, some raindrops stucked my way now *_*
    “Hey!!! Where is my wallet??” monologue came in mind. I sought for it. Hell!!! Nowhere did I find it. Damn my big pocket jeans!! It led to a big loss… Mmm, “what things in my wallet???” a credit card, some necessary cards, big money inside.. oyy!!! 

     Where shall it be?? it can be at Brown, lucky, my fast return at psa boeng keng kong, or way of my travelling...v_v
hey it can be in Reach's car too... call him!! oop phone is out of battery :(
 Mmm, no hope at all in ma mind.

     “Don’t lose hope. Let’s try first smey” self-talk again. A sonic speed back to Lucky first. weeev.... Running like flying, I reached where I had sat down. Oh!!! I found nothing. Sad sad sad. Hopeless 
  
   “mmm, sorry do you see a wallet here?” i asked  a waitress. “Yes!!” replied with her quiet smiley face.wooo hooo I am over the moon…. :D
A very good luck in bad fortune

Friday, November 12, 2010

ma ideal lover travelling

i don't know how to start this topic because i don't know how to start with. i just know how to go from middle.
here i mean, i can only nurture ma love.

i'm a strange guy from a naghty chubby white boy to a quiet serious unhappy tall slim boy because i have had two different lives. when i was 7 years old, i used to live in Australia for 6 months which i was super duper naughty that i made lots of trouble in ma 3 uncles' houses. (but they do love me de most. ma cousins get jealous because of dat lol). but later on, coming back into a serious father's leading family, i start to grow to be serious and quiet boy. life is not de same. i change maself again in university life. but still i got 3 mixed characters: dat's why people view me as moody guy with various characteristics.

but one thing is always remained the same to mine. i'm loving romance. i plan already actually dat i shall have the right guy in ma hand not long. but, hope god helps me too cause i'm not really good at dat.

what is ma plan actually? i will graduate from university this year. tell u what? i'm planning to have  a sweet memorious trip abroad with my girl.

1st plan: i'm thinking of getting SSEAYP (a ship-exchange-program to around ASEAN countires & Japan.) it takes few months on ship. I do dream of romantic feeling of holding and standing behind her back with 2arms as wings towards the sea. we take same breath, same sigh. dance endlessly with her, chat with her crazily as we never have tomorrow.... lolzzzz.

2nd plan: still a trip actually. but this travelling shall consists of adventure which means we'll live not in paradise but reality. You know why? once you discover hardship together, that is time to judge if we're the right to each other. but i don't think many girls can struggle and likes this stuff. Yet, we should try becuse we can't have a wonderful time all the time: it shall be mixed with bitten and sore. i would call this "thriving travelling". so where to? Malaysia? China? both are my main targets. one thing i must do is to have a breathless time with her haha.

3rd plan: how abt Vietnam? hahaha. it would be the most afforadable trip then.

no matter where we are, we're still happy because you're with me :D

subject to change as well according to our circumstance. but first find her =))

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

AIESEC poison?

Lately and lately, months pass and pass again.
I feel bit surprised myself when I'm too addicted to AIESEC. I spent all my time even reading books even playing internet, even spending time with friends... all for AIESEC.. mmmm

I can't help myself not to think of it. (it seems to be more important than my own future, even finding a gf lol)

I still consider to walk away from it OR i'll mistreat maself oneday and sob for maself again like the time i put my whole life on math-talent competition and left all my bright future apart. I'm scared now brrrr.... AIESEC poison in me??? mmmm

i have to drop it oneday b4 it's too late i guess :((
too passionate LCP or self-mismanaged LCP

Friday, November 5, 2010

sad night of doing nothing

it is de time i dont know how to spend my time to do anything. i have no mood to do good choir of myself. i just scroll page of facebook, blog, ... back n forth back and forth. what a loonely night....

i wonder why i still stay up late? why open this laptop? wat for? i really don't know. no mood of doing de right things rightly... so just drop a feeling here. hope it will turn myself in smiley face after finishing it.

i do need to do sth :) will u smey??

ok, let's see ;0

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

my little achievement

mmm... i found it was huge for me when i was young, but now it's so little bit. i wish i could have tried very hard enough to achieve it honestly.

-2004: when i was grade 9, i was proud to be selected as #2 talent-math-student as Chaktou MUK school representative to challenge for next round for city representative. tell u what? i failed at city stage :(

while i was doing the exercise, my thought buzzed up "oh my gosh!! i never see this so hard exercise... what were they???" funny....

amazingly, life has become more challenging when i keep growing up.
stepping up on Sisowath ground, i became aware of this. i was no longer top 3 students. for de first entrance math-talent class grade 10, i ranked #15 :((((((((((( oh my god, my heart bumped. how come #2 student at chaktoumuk became #15?????????? i myself was really ashamed.

life keeps challenging. i dropped my rank into 20s or 40s (not sure) when i entranced math-class grade 11. what more? i was #6 for entrance of grade 12 oh gosh!! i wished i had been #5 not #6

-2007: when i was grade 12, oh wat was that? haha it's all about mathematics again.... my effort for 3years from grade 10-12 paid off eventually. though the result was not very satisfied, i was #5 among 6 math-talent-student represented for Sisowath high school. LMAO i still dropped out from city-math-competition.

what a broken heart when i was finalist candidate to study abroad at UWC for high school level. I applied to Hongkong alone while other candidates applied different countries: canada, norway, .. i was delighted actually during Chinese new year. my papa had fortune teller that i would go there.  scholarships were given priority to provincial students... fail again wahahahaha.. still i learnt a lot from it especially i had  true fun time with my friends, Thea, Van, Vonn, and kesey at Pursat.. (^_^)

-my life was keeping worse. i wished i had got grade C not grade B for final grade 12.. :((( i'm so so sick of this. The moment had been worse when the announcement first announced by voice and later by posting paper. The voice of elder man (I guessed he was more than 40 when he was shortsighted). There was an exact name to mine, សុខរស្មី (it was she, and I am a male). Her name was announced first with Grade D, and my name was said (voice of little confusion from the elder committee) that I also got D; boooooo, I felt heart pain, stunning body.... Until later, I did not believe it and tried to find my name again on result sheet; oh god, I actually got C.

-keeps going!! i luckily got selected to get scholarship IFL after written test among top 500 students. wooo hooo i walked proudly dat time after seeing de result. dat what i regret till now... i shouldn't have passed there and put my future in wrong track=(((((((((( i want to be businessman, but turn to study only English haha... It was a silly decision, wasn't it?

-life sucks right??? all my thought went wrong. i had thought IFL will boost my TOEFL which could lift me to get scholarship to study abroad. thought unlike GOD, it was wrong. so after all, dropping oversea scholarship again (CRYING CRYING)...
anyway i learnt lot from them; i unfortunately became final candidate who passed interview from Japanese embassy for Japanese scholarship... Ohhhhhhhh... but it still turned into breaking my heart.... unable to get Ugrade, SUSI was another bitten experience.... ohhh

what's now??? keep turning my way into right place. i have walked many wrong ways, so not now again.... Su su su... what will my life next?? tell u later

-MA abroad (hope)
-own business (prepare)
self-career development (keep prepared)...

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

b positive to urself

have u read my topic again and again yet??? b positive to urself??? don't i?? I DO!!!

are you sure???
well... i think so....

so let's see reality: wat u think of urself? do u like what u're having now? do u envy ur friends or people surrounding? have u thought of wanting a guy to b urs for example, but u feel u'nt qualified enough or would be rejected ????? IF so U have NEGATIVE 'self-talk'

what causes then? it leads to ur low self-esteem, limit ur potential, give up for any big try.... what then? FAILURE!!! which I often say "not anything fails u, but you urself..."

how to deal then? STOP RIGHT NOW!!! stop every NEGATIVE thought of urself.

Put believe that you can improve if you want; "I can do something if I choose to" and "I can change if I really want to" then I think you will be successful. u just need to learn an extra skill... KEEP trying & B POSITIVE :-* together u n me b positive.... fight for sth GREAT, deal??

Monday, October 4, 2010

summer con!!!





yay yay, summer summer AIESEC conference ...koo kooo
it was nice time, tiring time, stressful time, fun time, lonely time, missing time, homesick time... i enjoyed being along with new-faced people, but somehow missing ppl in pp.

i learnt to build bond in my LC more by having a good and some bad times together there by listening to their true feeling..

color party, gala dinner, Pyramid, room party, truth & dare.. oh gosh!! it's all abt my long memory. i keep talking abt SUMMER for a week..

keke, i'm eager to join next and next AIESEC conf (save money from now hahahaha)

Sunday, September 19, 2010

my holidays

haha it's the last day of my long holiday from IFL.
let's review back what i have achieved:
-July: take long recovery from stress and working pressure
struggling for LCP position
spend all day and night with AIESEC work
-August: choose VPs of AIESEC IFL & restructure & reorganize whole LC
read many leadership, self-improvement, teamwork books

read slightly business books
crazy with organizing new AIESEC IFL membership
-September: spend first few weeks with AIESEC workload
continue reading business books & business plan book (not finish yet)
set one year dream goal.....

New term seems to be so struggling, so wish we all get success...

Sunday, September 12, 2010

It's about Assessment day


Assessment day:
UP 7:30-5:00PM on Saturday 11th Sep, 2010.
it was too too tired time for me. I laid awake for a night before to prepare some work: interview criteria/ evaluation sheet & many TM works. After interview, we made discussion at Green until 9pm. OH GOSH! back home after short dinner my threw my body on bed & got up with sunshine.. zzz...

ON Sunday 12th, I work alone on my laptop at home abt the final result of successful candidates & allocate the members until 9am that I met Yaya & other EBs. IT was too rush to get venue at green again and called passed candidates. I supposed EBs postponed it already that they called me very late at 1pm. around 2pm i arrived, seeing new members looked pale lol. (how did they feel? i was so curious, yet i pretended to be serious lol).
how to suprise them?? well, owe lot ideas from our senior members, I could trick them well lol. but I got bit shocked that Rasie cried.. lol...

IT was true fun true joy. REally enjoy for being accompanied with this family ..
No matter how exhaust i am, i am glad.
Welcome AIESEC world everyone :-*

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Discover Leadership Seminar





AIESEC IFL organized a seminar at Auditorium building G on Saturday 4th Sep, 2010 from 8am-10:30am with purpose to promote 1000GLP & membership recruitment.

Yay!!! Yellow Dragon AIESEC IFL did a very good job (^,^)

though some problems before, during, and after seminar, we stilll did a very satisfied jobs: i love the way every speaker's speech; it's so useful to listen to. (rith, Klara, 4vps, Thanin...)
i also appreciate Meyka & Nika for their very professional registration work. 2 of my friends called me that they couldn't come in because they hadn't registered name beforehand.
alll AIESEC IFLers, I can see their passion and support with us. Love my family more now ^^

thx for lect Tith Mab for helping many many things & @er, GLPers & everyone for joining... See you again soon in our next program :-*

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

google link to view my blog??

http://www.google.com/reader/view/feed/http://sokrasmey.blogspot.com/feeds/comments/default?source=ignition#friends-notifications-page

mba online

be a debate volunteer















it was wen i was year 2 in June 2009 (as i remember)
during debate contest at CJCC, they asked who would like to make a small debate ?? i was bit hesitate actually and thanks to Cat who selected me too :D

it was a very good experience dat i got Parinha, the #1 student of my year as my teammate and competed with 2 JDS scholarship grantee.

standing in front of 500 people on stage is not fun. i got nerve at few seconds actually. i did manage myself well and i felt i did very very good speech during that time (but when i asked question, it was bit bad)...

it was another good experience. ^^

plant tree


22 aug, 2010 at Prek Tamak (kandal i guess)
actually dat night before, i was severely drunk and could not sleep until 3am and i had to rush to catch the bus to go to plant trees haha.. (luckily bus didn't leave at exactly at 7am)

it was a great time dat i could make more friends, do wat i love to: we damage environment in many daily activities: drive vehicles, use aircons, fridges, spray... dat why i struggled to b a part of this event.

after the bus back in pp, it was heavy rain and i regretted dat i got up late dat i couldn't drive car instead.

all in all, it was a great expereince and i will push more people to join. "together heal our environment" ^_^

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

never accept any scholarship

scholarship is most people want. i did it too for ifl dat i made big mistake in life. when i was young, i told myself i hated teaching + English is enough for me. ironically, my hate becomes my choice.

it's now not really aligned with my future career. so i hope u wont ever accept any scholarship which is not helpful for your career at all :)

Sunday, August 15, 2010

stage 2 business competition




-north bridge international school
-15 Aug, 2010: 1-7pm

it was the whole afternoon and evening of nothing special for me. it's less than i expected and anyway, i enjoyed photo session and eating session and walking around with my icx family, my stage 1, my friends... good time with social network :)

Saturday, August 7, 2010

LCP @IFL


today is de day i am elected LCP for @IFL

i prepared very hard for whole 2 weeks dat now i feel i am sickly exhausted...
still, i dont really want to win on anyone but to reach my goal to grab opportunity to lead and express my great great existing and hidden potential ability

time i made presentation and waited for announcement, i feel very simple nor any feeling of eagering to win or sth .. i even want to walk away after speech..

i really appreciate Chak. he is great :)

Friday, July 16, 2010

love idea session

Oops, it's 11:53pm now.
What??? love talk again?? wahahha, full of foolish waste here Smey.
I know my readers are always interested in this topic because love is perpetual light in our heart...

What we shall learn about this? Well, failure. Failure in love... Do you think love confess and rejection are bad??? What if I confess to love someone and get rejection which just causes our friendship apart?? It will break my heart and I cannot accept this truth, so I'd better never let it happen (never confess, never care..). Do you think so?? I guess you do. But, I say it's wrong. You should try to learn to love quietly and actively...

1st, more expereince you have in love, better person you can choose to be yours. Personally, I never have love but obsession and crush. I felt good with them and never told them (the first was in grade 3-6 lol)... Lately, I just say out that I feel good to her, though I know she will reject becuase of some reasons that I can understand. After all, you know what? I become confident now. I understand more about hearts of girls- what they want and what men often misunderstand. Thus, I dont see any failure but many good lessons that I can better lover :D

Simply, for men: go to find song "how to touch a girl" by Jojo and girls: go to find songs "to love a woman" by Enrique and "too serious too soon" by Gareth Gate.

2nd, remember that BF & GF relationship is quite better than marriage. What do I mean here? Well, I find out that young lovers often have stormy relationship and rows or simple words mean misunderstanding and bad mood to each other. Still, it's much better if we break up when we're just b & G friends. If you step into marriage and divorce, you would see much bigger scar. Therefore, I highly suggest we should have some experience in love before marriage, which is not common in Cambodia, but in developed countries: so if you're educated, put my words in your account and consideration...

Seriously, dont make your decision too quick nor too slow. Try to search on web to know if you really love that guy or you may go to my previous love tips. Remember, no human beings who are bad and disgust to love; they just possess less and more qulatiy that satisfies our love requirement. TOO SLOW: here I mean If you know that guy is good for you, so why not blaze it into fire even you're girls... HOW? shortly, be honest and trust him/her, share your personal feeling like I do now, and encourage to hear back... Give your green light or this vehicle will hesitate to go cross into...

Very import to remember: it's worth to try to get what you want. Many pairs share their regret that they didn't tell their interesting guys about their feeling and they could never have a start. Therefore, I dont really hope to see this foolish happening...

If you need a talk about this. You can find me in Facebook: sok Rasmey (a handsome boy lol) or leave me a message by oovvsmey@gmail.com (but I don't often use this), I am pleased to give ideas :)

Open your boundary by Do what you want :)

IFL exam expectation

it's 11.13pm the night I just finished my year 3 IFL final exam.

I desperately need to stay in my old habit: with my love friend laptop to express about me... I have put myself into my unwilling exam-preparation for 2 weeks. It was a nightmare that I had to face my unfavourable studying subjects with external pressure and work...

It was hard to force yourself to do what you don't like with many pressures. After all, I managed to motivate myself to pay attention on the upcoming exam, and at least 70% I did it well...

I have learnt alot from these 2 weeks. I spent my time cramming but worth to do so.
First, I learn to understand that I should go back to my another older habit of reading after dinner. I knew I changed this just because I want to talk with my friends and ... and It leads me to be a lazy boy to read books and do boring exercise... Now, I know I ought to read book more, so when I want to check internet I better check on my IPOD. all in all, thanks for this that I have explored my forgotten successful life recipe. soon, I will found a summer study group for upcoming year 4 subjects so let's check out together ^^
2nd, well, I did well in exams even RM and GS were not fully satisfied. I still glad to see the result that I know they would not as high as I expected just because of my weakness parts again (memorized key words and vocabulary- what I hate so much). I am looking forward to seeing the result no matter what..
3rd, this is official to say out "I am free!!!" Still, real war is not starting yet. our life success will show off with tiny life tests while IFL exams are among. So, I need to prepare myself during this vacation. What shall I do? Well, I need to reconsider to quit PUC class, IELTS exam preparation, AIESEC work, professional work, and final year at IFL... Let's check out together >,<




Sunday, June 13, 2010

Are you a good listerner??

Well, are you one of them??

Admittedly, I am not and most of us are not. That's why I write this brief below:

1.show your interest by paying attention
2.focus on others saying instead of thinking of what you're going to say
3.Assume others' speeches are important
4.Give feedback to show you're interested
5.Avoid feedback that evaluates/criticizes others
6.Avoid giving advice unless others ask
7.Ask open questions to encourage people to continue
8.............

You shall produce understanding not agreement.....

(source book of Skill for life Sue Couch...)

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Bzzz life

This month and the first month of July, I shall not write anything in my diary. It is the busiest time, the most stressful time, the most tiring time, the sickest time....

this is the month of the beginning of final exam at IFL which I promise myself to make a miracle back. I need to be one among the top students again. It's time to show my real potential, my real ability...
Yet, it is not easy as said. lot lot of other workload comes to me once. My work at AIESEC right now almost takes my free time & my reading time & my study time to work on it, jst because to reach the mission of team. Still, i want to say i glad :)

Honestly speaking, I cut out my time with friends with fmaily, with relationship process... This makes me emotional conflict; I'm so upset. I ignore my beloved as I get ignored too. I jst hope sb will sit to listen to me, encourage me to confront this, stay with me to deal with de challenges... Well, only songs can confort me right now (like a drink for a miserable man; tomorrow still the problem facing)...

Positivly, during this hardship, I have learnt a lot. I learn to recognize my own performance, my own ability, my new knowledge which applies the most "dance like a butterfly sting like a bee". This means we know when we shall work when we shall relax... Yes! that's correct as Jan said: hardship makes you be a better man :)

So, just smile to problems. It jst makes you better ^&^

Smile,

Smey

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Debt we owe from women

Do you know that you owe every female a very big thing??? Can’t you think of it??? How come???!!!
It’s just because we all take it for granted.
I start to understand how dept of risk for each lady to face in her delivering her beloved baby. I cannot gurantee if I bear it for 9 months and 10days which equal to 29376000 seconds. Oh god how can I count this number in clock tick’s speed with a very big balloon staying with me all the time ( I just feel it’s so bother my stomach and look I receive from everyone)… Oh god!! I’ll be stressful with this tough living thing; I can’t squeeze upon my belly anymore  This doesn’t even include my weird movement slow and slow and slow…. OH!!!
What if you cannot eat anything for each meal??? Emmm, for you, little guy, I’ll feed myself… It can be even the most badly memorable to show my hidden spot towards doctor and nurse… Ek, I can feel my heated blush on my face now 
This is real story of my brother and his wife.
A slight technical problem occurs to my little nephew who has just existed on this earth for hours. He got trouble with his breath since the nurses kept him to cry too long to let his saliva block his breathing tube. This hospital even couldn’t seek for the problem for several hours which caused my brother to his breathless-worry.
He insisted to bring his little son to Kunthek Bopha hospital to seek for help then. The Saddest and worst moment occurred to this little boy for a few days until he is OKAY!!! Oh god bless you dear. This was moment of very tough for my brother to stay and take care him for night time (no other places besides a chair to sit and take care the patient; he must sleep under the BED of the baby!!! Just as others do)… It was very very amazing!!! But you’ll can do it for the one you love.
My poor sister-in-law didn’t know this until her little son surely got ok. I can sense of her worry anyway. She suffered lots from her delivery time. She still feels hurt on her operated scar with her pale weak body and face. That’s why I sense every husband and man, please do something good for your wife and ladies. She has sacrificed so much for ya. If you still don’t feel how hard it is to give a life of a human, then bind a pillow with you for just 8 hours a day no matter you sleep, eat, sit, watch TV… And don’t forget to move as slow as a pregnant lady lol….
You’re just so wonderful, ladies.

Touching love story

This comes to change little after a talk of my friend who shared his touching love story (a bicycle boy with a charming lady who is spot of attention from many rich or expertly-humored men). He said
“true love exists when you, boy gets love from the lady when you are poor though you ride a bicycle.” And I asked him how come this kind of lady will exist while I understand even though I were a lady, I also have to find comfort if possible. “I will find one, “confidently he said.

a lady will love you not just because you’re supportive for her. She’ll truly love you when you’re just a simple boy no matter how rich or poor you are.”

I wish I can find a true love lady before I get success and rich... True love exists when you're not so rich....

Saturday, April 17, 2010

love tip: how to meet your soul mate quickly

Why should we care about marriage and soul mate???
IT is simply because we have to spend many years of rest of life with the right one. Wrong choice can often harm our feeling. It is really hard decision. personally, I feel most of my female friends and girls I know are so great ladies that we find it hard to think whether who is the most appropriate for us?? People have different taste of life; maybe I say lady A is great but my friend says lady B is more wonderful.. just because we love and give value differently

This writing is the special designed tip for those who are single available which refers to you who do not have relationship with someone yet and are emotionally and mentally ready to have one.

Word "soul mate" here means variously based on our unique definition: whether just a simple soul mate, or a long-term relationship or else...

Here are a brief notification:

1. Complete your check-list criteria: ask what your soulmate should be like? (appearance, character, vision, goal in life & career, hobby....)

2. Know yourself: you have to know yourself (appearance, character, vision, goal in life & carreer, hobby....) - I'll give more detail soon after I finish reading a book related to this.

3. Get to know those potential people: try to know those even strangers, friends, ... only they're our target. Try to get to know each other... as like #1 & #2... Give someone a chance, give ourselves a chance as well (at least we can be friends and know more people)

4. Once you know him/her clearly, try to have a date (just simple coffee together). It is really hard for us as Cambodian to confront face to face with this kind of unknown guy. But it does worth to do so...

5. .... time...... will judge .... our fate... :)

Hope it is helpful. Feedback and questions can be asked this below

thx for reading

love is nature or nurture?

Well, have you ever wondered if love is born itself or it needs water to grow up??

I believe it is the combination of these two things:
-It is natural attraction for these two sexes which have chemistry mutually. Words are just way to communicate which is effective only less than 20%, but body language 50% in motion of love. If a lady who possess beauty, gentle behavior, sense of caring & humor, intelligence, confidence... would catch my attention, yet I need further assessment (love is not always blinded)
-Khmer word " Sne men chnes Snet" [love is not great as closeness] is absolutely right. only mutual friends find it easy to make their friendship go further to relationship. But remember, don't ever believe this and limit your most qualified soul mate outside your friends boundary.
-If you feel good to someone, don't hesitate to show it to him/her. Or it would be easier if s/he tries to interact you. But the worst thing is that you response the one you also feel interested by your silence and ignorance which is the worth enemy for killing one's heart (I feel very down and want to wave my white surrender flag to those who ignore me even though they are ladies). Remember: chance comes only once or twice. Don't ever let it go. Put some effort to get it pong :D
-Most of us may say we are not ready to put leg into relationship (especially girls) but I advise you to think of it. Great great people cannot be available for long; someone will try to get him/her before you decide to do so... Therefore, you have fewer opportunities and less time... Get to know more people also helps us to be mentally grown-up. It costs to have a try...

Monday, March 22, 2010

A letter to someone

My dear,
I know my love to you is just like sparkling fire as like as love of Romeo to Juliet in the first sight. We met each other on a very special day with a coincidence as the god may just arrange it for us.
I just feel good to you and consider if we can have a good start by getting your open door for me as well. Yet, I am not like Romeo who will love you without any consideration nor love you as like other men who love girls from 100% to 0% (maybe beauty).
I admit we don't know each other much even whether we have the same characteristics. Therefore, I asked my self last night why I feel so wonderful to a stranger??? Do I feel fascinated just because of you beauty?? Yes, it is and plus your unique characteristics. I just feel I am like you. I don't really talk much to my friends. I don't really like to talk to a stranger through the phone or email.

Last night I was so exhausted and got to charge my energy for a few hours nap. When I got up, it was too late to catch you up and have a chat with ya. That's what I so regret about. I was hoping to see any magic if you would come back until 1:20PM. When I closed my eyes, I dreamed a lot of you. I realized I had an great ever smile though I was sleeping. I dreamed to visit Malaysia with ya and holding your left hand with my heart beating up so loud. My hands are deadly cold and my face seems to be sparkling, and I could feel you are just like what I am.

"this is just a practice" :D

Friday, March 19, 2010

I don't want a girlfriend

I don't need a girlfriend

This is my feeling when I start to think of it...

Many girls are very interesting in term of their beauty, characters, abilities,.... And I start to think if I should have one of them to be my girlfriend. And my mind says NO!!!

It's so clumsy and wastes my time to do so... just to have a girlfriend?? You will spend time to think of ways to flirt her. You'll spend time to try to lure her and just agree with her everything which somehow you don't really do. You'll spend time not to read books nor to learn sth great while u spend time time to stalk her. You'll spend time to get hurt and only rejected.... it's just you wanna a girlfriend.

I have a deep insight abt dat: I need a real girl or simply means a wife instead of a girlfriend. I do invest my heart to only one girl that I do believe I gonna spend my rest of time with. Cheers!! my honey, you'll be forever for me.

Puzzle

1. IF you are driving a moto under the rain and you meet 3 ppl: your real best-friend, your never-ever-met girlfriend, and a nearly died woman. You can only bring one of them with your moto. Who do you choose? If you don't choose your best-friend, he'll hate you forever. If you don't choose you dream girl, you'll never meet her again in ya life. If you don't choose the severely sick woman, she'll die because of you... So....???



2.Put a letter in English besides letter "E" in this : TABL_ to create a word which is in English dictionary.

3. A young city-man wants to have hair cut in a village which has 2 hair-cutters. Hair-cutter A has a very nice hair style while hair-cutter B has a rough ugly hair style. But the city-man have B cut his hair. Why???

4. He's my brother's father. Who is he? She's my brother's sister-in-law. What is her relationship with me??? She's the daugther of my grandma's cousin. Who's she?

5. calculate this without calculator: 199 *201

6.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

A thousand miles trip starts from a step

Well, this sounds very simple and logic.

many people ask if they can become outstanding students at IFL... Do you? Me too!!!

And when I think it again what I want, I start to see why I won't be successful. I realize that I don't read each unit of the lessons regularly & esp. even just read for read, not read for deep understanding.

I can understand each page quite well, but just do not review it so I cannot remember the lesson well. The true learn is what you can explain and teach other people about that for tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and another tomorrow ... Until the few days before exam, I try so hard to memorize and read read read...

See what the mistake? It is my each weak step. Each step is not solid but fragile.... All desire needs to repay- if you need to succeed in study, you must give up time with internet or else...

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Learn from society

How do you think people who go out to night clubs, have lots of styles on appearance? Bad impression rite?

My observation is they are commonly successful in term of money and life success.
There are reasons:

1. They are big thinkers: what they think is commonly huge *thinking big*. They are very brave; they are not afraid of going for what they want. Ex: If this kind of man wants a girl to be his girlfriend; let's see- he'll do it because he thinks very big and persists to thrive it.

2. They have a huge networking: believe it or not! they are very very friendly; they are very natural speakers including body languages, facial expressions, words which are beyond the real meaning of words.

3. They are very brilliant: they know most of typd es of all human heart. Just approach to you for a while; I'm sure that they can say what kind of person you are. what you good at, what you are bad at. They can win on your heart and earn your support. Think so???

4. They are forwards: observe how they dress... look cool??? Are they shined more than other people? do you look at them more often than any one else? Well, it is just a case of proving that they are keeping forwards. They already earn a credit from you, isn't it? For better explaination, don't you think we often follow the styles of their dress and sth: modern motors (air-blade, icon,..) or even cars though they are young...

............................... more points to show that people learn true knowledge from involving the true social conditions.