-2004: when i was grade 9, i was proud to be selected as #2 talent-math-student as Chaktou MUK school representative to challenge for next round for city representative. tell u what? i failed at city stage :(
while i was doing the exercise, my thought buzzed up "oh my gosh!! i never see this so hard exercise... what were they???" funny....
amazingly, life has become more challenging when i keep growing up.
stepping up on Sisowath ground, i became aware of this. i was no longer top 3 students. for de first entrance math-talent class grade 10, i ranked #15 :((((((((((( oh my god, my heart bumped. how come #2 student at chaktoumuk became #15?????????? i myself was really ashamed.
life keeps challenging. i dropped my rank into 20s or 40s (not sure) when i entranced math-class grade 11. what more? i was #6 for entrance of grade 12 oh gosh!! i wished i had been #5 not #6
-2007: when i was grade 12, oh wat was that? haha it's all about mathematics again.... my effort for 3years from grade 10-12 paid off eventually. though the result was not very satisfied, i was #5 among 6 math-talent-student represented for Sisowath high school. LMAO i still dropped out from city-math-competition.
what a broken heart when i was finalist candidate to study abroad at UWC for high school level. I applied to Hongkong alone while other candidates applied different countries: canada, norway, .. i was delighted actually during Chinese new year. my papa had fortune teller that i would go there. scholarships were given priority to provincial students... fail again wahahahaha.. still i learnt a lot from it especially i had true fun time with my friends, Thea, Van, Vonn, and kesey at Pursat.. (^_^)
-my life was keeping worse. i wished i had got grade C not grade B for final grade 12.. :((( i'm so so sick of this. The moment had been worse when the announcement first announced by voice and later by posting paper. The voice of elder man (I guessed he was more than 40 when he was shortsighted). There was an exact name to mine, សុខរស្មី (it was she, and I am a male). Her name was announced first with Grade D, and my name was said (voice of little confusion from the elder committee) that I also got D; boooooo, I felt heart pain, stunning body.... Until later, I did not believe it and tried to find my name again on result sheet; oh god, I actually got C.
-keeps going!! i luckily got selected to get scholarship IFL after written test among top 500 students. wooo hooo i walked proudly dat time after seeing de result. dat what i regret till now... i shouldn't have passed there and put my future in wrong track=(((((((((( i want to be businessman, but turn to study only English haha... It was a silly decision, wasn't it?
-life sucks right??? all my thought went wrong. i had thought IFL will boost my TOEFL which could lift me to get scholarship to study abroad. thought unlike GOD, it was wrong. so after all, dropping oversea scholarship again (CRYING CRYING)...
anyway i learnt lot from them; i unfortunately became final candidate who passed interview from Japanese embassy for Japanese scholarship... Ohhhhhhhh... but it still turned into breaking my heart.... unable to get Ugrade, SUSI was another bitten experience.... ohhh
what's now??? keep turning my way into right place. i have walked many wrong ways, so not now again.... Su su su... what will my life next?? tell u later
-MA abroad (hope)
-own business (prepare)
self-career development (keep prepared)...
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