Time flies very fast, too fast to think over back again. It's almost four years already for my decision once again on career life... Honestly, it's really hard to make a right choice.. and now I'm really scared of making choice now as i always fail from my expectation for making decision.
Reflecting back little bit, I should have not graduated my BA in English espcially from IFL as I made a promise in brain already that I should have not learnt English more as BA level as I had known my English procificiency is very good enough for my professional life. Life was SUCk. I made an insufficiently considerate decision for dilemma choices of business major, engineering major, or medicine major. I myself wanted business for I have grown up with business family already and it has grown up in my interest since then while engineering had grwon in me when I was 7 years old for playing building games and price observing on property in Australia...
Yet, my family business is related to Doctor as well as optometrist. So, I was expected to learn it. Nevertheless, as unpredictably expected happening through my grown up bros and dad discussion which had not reached a good agreement, I was convinced differently... Until I made a choice to study at IFL for I got scholarship there and the college itself is very well-known and it grew pride in me for this reason. It led me to say "well, I get this major for awhile as bridge to link to get scholarship to study abroad". Yeah, due to my poor commitment of struggling on scholarship challenge, I failed several times, and I gave up.. That makes me regret until today...
So let's talk about future because it's very long to talk about past and reasons for any suggestion you may have in mind. Now what are my possible careers:
1. lecturer at IFL: I used to think it's very good if I can teach there only evening time so that I can earn lots of money, but i think it's not right to invest time there for I have to stay there full day not only evening (rule) and it's not right investment for my long term goal. So NO.
2. family business reformer: It's highly likely that I work for this, but I know there would lots of problems of family issue when it's family business. I am the youngest and for sure, I can't come and work as the TOP of all. Still, I will impact on it. But, getting money from familly means I can't out of dependence from them even it's the salary I should get (they can't distinguish this)
3.running own business: phewww... there are lots of business I shall operate: bus service, dating service web, navigation web, mmm.... HR to career, personal development club, youth club, mmm... all are very possible in my brain right now.. I will invest in one among for sure. Yet, I take high risk. what if i fail and where investment i should get (family? then I will never get high pride from them zzzz)
4. recommended by siblings: phone service. it's a charming suggestion, yet I need to make a good analysis on it first...
pressure gets on me more and more for sure peak will be in late July and early August. Lately people in family have started to ask me what I want to do after graduation... zzzzz very annoying honestly..
who can consult me welll....mmmm.... i won't make repeated mistake
