mission 101 !!!

it's the mission for Leaders in AieSEC Cambodia held at UP from 27-29 Nov, 2010 with delegation fee only $25.

on de 1st day, it was Friday so i didn't skip my class therefore, i missed the conference.somehow, at the beginning, i felt this mission was just taken-for-granted for me. i didn't expect to learn much from it. It was just a responsibilty for me only. and it was true for the second & third days as well.

just only the last day afternoon session, i felt it changed me a lot.
ONce, I learnt many things from Patrick, our chair in conference about X- his sharing experience of growth of AIESEC in different countries & his trust on AIESEC Cambodia.

I highly appreciate Ula for her very inspiring session. She shared about "what AIESEC for?" focusing on agent of positive impact to society rather than money minded- the difference of NOn-profit & not for profit.
carrot, coffee & egg boiling in water. & drawing pic of 50 people by letting ppl put their names on it. & later ask them to write their only 3 things they can contribute to AIESEC. lastly, i could see large pile of sticking paper on her drawing paper. "small things together can make big CHANGE!!"

announcment of MC applciaotn did enlight my passion again to think of devoting my one year in AIESEC again. MCP is another tough position for my life next year.
AGAIN, i will prove through result & trust i earn from all AIESECers of Cambodia.

I will make a surprising result of big things. SMey go for it!! that's why god creates you special :*

sense of REAL war has just started!!

The heck topic of de time. is here.
24/11/10 shall be de last day of my teaching career, and i shall focus focus focus on things so called "real war".
my life has started duper super Busy.
-this week n whole next week: i skip class at IFL to join AIESEC 101 conference & ICAPP "meeeting of all polical leaders in Asia & Osiania" as name of LO.
-i still prepare for Teaching demonstration & AL progress test 1. FE journals are keeping waiting me- "boss when u finish us all??? " hahhaha.

-the first week of Dec Before 6-9/12 finish TM major assingment- 15 total score dude lol.
-bid for selling in Fund-raising at IFL on 25/12/10 is coming to deadline.. I want to try a small business HERE so do it Quick XD
-what else??? hahaha sense of being bzzz bzzz ohh ohhh else haven't finish: AIESEC NC, recruitment, team supporting, .... Business plan SME for $3000, my current own business mind on ma palm.... hahha pray pray for me....
IT'S TIME!!!! Yo!

22/11 foundation group

Koh pich Stampede on 22/11/10 the 3rd day of Water Festival. Rumor of broken bridge at Koh pich turned 375 death and more than 700 ppl get injured. what song shall be the best matched?? sad one for sure.

Eric Clapton - Tears in Heaven

http://beemp3.com/download.php?file=1245549&song=Tears+in+Heaven

as Khmer youth, we can make change for this tragedy. 22/11 foundation is created today with people who want to make something for their society.

AFternoon, i even broke promise of visiting my friend's house for 22/11 foundation by staying and disscussing with 22/11 foundation group at TnC at ACE.

Mmmm, i spent 2hours from 8pm-10pm online for nothing. i get dizzy and boiling brain for telling ppl online to help fund-raising. yet, i get only ONE rejection and i cancelled everything and sorry everyone who is willing to help me. damn sad....
i even know some ppl who say "they're really sorry for this happen verbally and writtenly. most are true people while some are just EVILS. they tend to ignore. good pretenders!!!
tell u what? i never say "it's my condolence." you know why? i am not maybe. if you say SO, do it!!! prove it!!!! don't be fake. fake!!!

i won't give up. i'll prove you THIS. don't be too selfish. when u need help, don't scream while you never get help from other people.
LET'S MAKE 22/11 HAPPEN.
it's not too late.

evening day is approaching to END

3.22am is now in Phnom Penh. but don't think i lay awake until this time. i just woke up at 2.30am te.

today oop should say yesterday evening i had my class played only ( i didn't want to do so actually since it is against a good purpose of their parents' investment. but i did becaesu i don't feel well lately- too tired physically. if i can, i'll quit now. yet, until this last session, i feel i love them being accompanied with me. they're playful and want to play with me a lot. hahaha. if we have met in frienship means, u would have known REAL me.

if i can choose, i love to play XD. teasing, talking, dancing, singing hahah...
time for me with u all is not long actually. after this week, v will have holidays until WEDNESDAY next week, so next week i can work only last day or thursday (maybe not)....
so............... (wat to do???)

A very good luck in bad fortune

Today I was very busy for nothing at all.

Last night, I went out with ma sis’s friends so I left ma moto at one of my house near independent. So my first bad time came when i had no vehicle to travel in this morning. 

   The 2^nd bad luck came when ma family needed me in our  business, so I missed LCM. 

   The 3^rd bad luck  was I couldn’t finish reviewing my FE when a ring for OCM came for a very importance. 

    It seemed to be good time in evening for hanging out with some AIESECers, but it shocked me. A big rain came while we were eating at Lucky. My phone battery went dead on that time (oh…. What if any important call??). leaving there and going with Reach’s car, I travelled with my bro’s moto now. Mmm, some raindrops stucked my way now *_*

    “Hey!!! Where is my wallet??” monologue came in mind. I sought for it. Hell!!! Nowhere did I find it. Damn my big pocket jeans!! It led to a big loss… Mmm, “what things in my wallet???” a credit card, some necessary cards, big money inside.. oyy!!! 

     Where shall it be?? it can be at Brown, lucky, my fast return at psa boeng keng kong, or way of my travelling...v_v

hey it can be in Reach's car too... call him!! oop phone is out of battery :(

 Mmm, no hope at all in ma mind.

     “Don’t lose hope. Let’s try first smey” self-talk again. A sonic speed back to Lucky first. weeev.... Running like flying, I reached where I had sat down. Oh!!! I found nothing. Sad sad sad. Hopeless 

  

   “mmm, sorry do you see a wallet here?” i asked  a waitress. “Yes!!” replied with her quiet smiley face.wooo hooo I am over the moon…. :D

A very good luck in bad fortune

ma ideal lover travelling

i don't know how to start this topic because i don't know how to start with. i just know how to go from middle.
here i mean, i can only nurture ma love.

i'm a strange guy from a naghty chubby white boy to a quiet serious unhappy tall slim boy because i have had two different lives. when i was 7 years old, i used to live in Australia for 6 months which i was super duper naughty that i made lots of trouble in ma 3 uncles' houses. (but they do love me de most. ma cousins get jealous because of dat lol). but later on, coming back into a serious father's leading family, i start to grow to be serious and quiet boy. life is not de same. i change maself again in university life. but still i got 3 mixed characters: dat's why people view me as moody guy with various characteristics.

but one thing is always remained the same to mine. i'm loving romance. i plan already actually dat i shall have the right guy in ma hand not long. but, hope god helps me too cause i'm not really good at dat.

what is ma plan actually? i will graduate from university this year. tell u what? i'm planning to have  a sweet memorious trip abroad with my girl.

1st plan: i'm thinking of getting SSEAYP (a ship-exchange-program to around ASEAN countires & Japan.) it takes few months on ship. I do dream of romantic feeling of holding and standing behind her back with 2arms as wings towards the sea. we take same breath, same sigh. dance endlessly with her, chat with her crazily as we never have tomorrow.... lolzzzz.

2nd plan: still a trip actually. but this travelling shall consists of adventure which means we'll live not in paradise but reality. You know why? once you discover hardship together, that is time to judge if we're the right to each other. but i don't think many girls can struggle and likes this stuff. Yet, we should try becuse we can't have a wonderful time all the time: it shall be mixed with bitten and sore. i would call this "thriving travelling". so where to? Malaysia? China? both are my main targets. one thing i must do is to have a breathless time with her haha.

3rd plan: how abt Vietnam? hahaha. it would be the most afforadable trip then.

no matter where we are, we're still happy because you're with me :D

subject to change as well according to our circumstance. but first find her =))

AIESEC poison?

Lately and lately, months pass and pass again.
I feel bit surprised myself when I'm too addicted to AIESEC. I spent all my time even reading books even playing internet, even spending time with friends... all for AIESEC.. mmmm

I can't help myself not to think of it. (it seems to be more important than my own future, even finding a gf lol)

I still consider to walk away from it OR i'll mistreat maself oneday and sob for maself again like the time i put my whole life on math-talent competition and left all my bright future apart. I'm scared now brrrr.... AIESEC poison in me??? mmmm

i have to drop it oneday b4 it's too late i guess :((
too passionate LCP or self-mismanaged LCP

sad night of doing nothing

it is de time i dont know how to spend my time to do anything. i have no mood to do good choir of myself. i just scroll page of facebook, blog, ... back n forth back and forth. what a loonely night....

i wonder why i still stay up late? why open this laptop? wat for? i really don't know. no mood of doing de right things rightly... so just drop a feeling here. hope it will turn myself in smiley face after finishing it.

i do need to do sth :) will u smey??

ok, let's see ;0